An Insect Living In Your Memory...

"I pulled myself together. No more of this nonsense. Although it seems that my musik days are over. I'm sort of done with that aspect. School this year pretty much made me lose any feeling or "groove" towards making or playing it.
But the child with the lions heart still cries out, I still want to bring it out, begin fresh. It kind of hurts not being able to have that talent again, I just let most of it go.

Sad? Yeah a bit, and this busy excuse is getting to me.
But Im still me. and no doppelganger can take my place, but color themselves within my drawn lines of hope and raging happiness, screaming towards the walls of undefined futures and combined brainstorms.

As my Sister and former Dj in training once said to me.
"Manchmal frage ich mich, was Heimat ist, wissen (Sie das?) aber manchmal ist das Gefühl, zu Hause erhalten Sie, wenn alles in der Nähe und alles ist in Ordnung"
"und in deinem Herzen, wissen Sie, das Wort" Heimat "und" Komfort "zu konfrontieren (Sie das?)
"Sometimes I wonder what home is (you know?) but sometimes home is the feeling you get when everything is close and everything is alright"....wait my sister is infamous for long pauses, so I just had to add one. "and in your heart, you know the word 'home' and 'comfort' confront (you know?)

Through her words of "wisdom" she was right. I never thought some one who was never home feel like I do. I don't feel at home because my heart isn't at home.

I'm still me, strong, outgoing, and I'm always here. Color me worried, but I got some things to take care of"

CrayolaCravitz & The DoppelGangers

Kudos to Dj Niar Dica, Dj's Breeze and Style, Dj Blur, and all the helpers, followers, listeners, writers, artists, the thanks is to you,

"A man can run an army, but an army runs the man." >Ryan